Keith-I didn't know it was possible to miss someone as much as I miss you. Especially considering we were never that close. We were brother and sister, but we were not the first person we called when we had news to share. heather and I are those people to each other, and I think that is because we are so close in age.
For me you were the male figure I looked up to. I didn't have my dad to look up to, I had you. You were that hero I looked up. Even over there in that pic, that is probably our first pic ever together, I was four days old and I am just looking up to you. I miss you. I actually miss you picking on me. How crazy is that? I miss the razzing you used to dish out.
Things just aren't the same without you. I know we will have to learn how to live without you, but I just don't want to Keith. I know I have no option, but I am still just in shock I think. These next few weeks are going to be really difficult, so watch over us as we learn the holidays without you. This is going to be so difficult. Damn it this is not fair!
Love Always,
Nikki
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