This week I don't know if it is the weather or what, but this week I am so much less motivated. I feel empty and I am utterly lost. I have tried being strong, and I have tried to carry on...I just don't know that I can. Getting out of bed is a task every morning. My life feels so different knowing you are gone.
All this drama too is not helping, I feel like the family is going to be ripped apart eventually. So as always please watch over us, keep us safe, keep us together. I've learned that family is everything, and with you missing, I feel like empty. This just isn't fair.
There are people out there who have hurt children for years and got away with it and get to continue to live, yet you who helped so many is gone. This is just not fair. I'm angry and lost.
I love you and I miss you so damn much.
Love Always,
Your Little Sister,
Nikki
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