Clear Sky

Keith-

So tonight as I walking home from my second job, yep you'd get a kick out of that, your little sister works at the campus pub, the sky was so clear. The stars are shining bright...I wish my mind was as clear as the sky tonight. My mind seems to race with questions. I don't understand still. I hope one day to find clarity like the night sky tonight. Until then, I find solace looking at the sky...day or night. I feel close to you when I do. I know you are now watching over us. I know you are now keeping us safe from above. I still doesn't make sense, and I don't think I have truly grasp the idea. Each day is a new challenge and today I just don't understand. Some days I am angry, today isn't one...today I am just confused.

Today words are not easy for me, I have so many thoughts running in my head, but no words to express them. Just know I am thinking a lot about you today...trying to grasp understanding. I cry at times, but the reason is for this emptiness I feel. I can't explain that either. Thanksgiving is getting closer, and then it is all going to be real again. I'll write again soon...until then rest easy big brother.

Love,

Nikki

Photo Credit: Greg Leaman